Withering Twilight by Thunaer-Lemniscate, literature
Literature
Withering Twilight
As the sun fades to black,
with a plane chasing behind it's back,
A jurney that not so long ago did begin,
shall at last find an end.
The withering twilight,
still casts onto our flight.
"Hello was a small intrusion"
On my self imposed exclusion,
Wanting to leave it all behind,
Yet it's all in my mind,
The voices you don't hear,
And my crying without tears.
The Gift of Life. by Thunaer-Lemniscate, literature
Literature
The Gift of Life.
The gift of life is one we all can give,
the chance to let another live,
to extend the life of one.
At the expense of none.
To feel like you gave it all,
when we give something so small,
blood that flows in our veins,
and the love that fills our hearts.
A donation oh so small,
it's a start for it all.
I feel the heat as it cuts into my arm,
a torrent of colors cascade as an alarm.
I can feel the cold cut into my side,
and my heart can no longer abide.
I feel a shudder go up my back,
as when I prepare for an attack.
No longer can we look back,
for life will not retreat,
when injustice is what we meet!
One day Hell's fire will open for me.
A day I wish never to see,
not for what I have done,
or even what I have begun.
But for what was said to me,
and its pure indecency.
I don't think I did anything to instigate,
yet I am the target of a younger affection.
What can I do,
without ripping her heart in two?
I find myself again within your reach,
wishing for a quick release.
A fate much like death,
yet more cruel and painful.
The Nightwish fills my mind,
poetry of another kind,
a beat playing with my heart,
with a voice oh so sweet.
I am reminded of her,
the girl from long ago.
A trip to club Thor,
the dance within our hearts,
and knowing we could never start.
You almost five under me,
and I with the authority.
A crush we both had but never told,
and talks we still share,
The day moves slowly,
as the world turns ever onward.
I await the bliss of night,
when you and I are once again one,
time drags as I think of you.
My Venus and my Muse,
the mind wanders as time seems to stop,
the world keeps moving even when we do not.
As the day draws near to the end,
my heart beats again.
The sound of your breath in the night,
will always make me feel alright.
I found myself adrift in the sea of thought,
thinking of you and how to make do.
Friends telling me to get back in the fight,
and that will make it right.
That there are more fish in the sea,
for you and for me.
But I would rather keep what I have,
then to be with another,
one whom wont mean the same.
Or the great emotional drain!
I once felt so alive,
but for now I will just try.
Withering Twilight by Thunaer-Lemniscate, literature
Literature
Withering Twilight
As the sun fades to black,
with a plane chasing behind it's back,
A jurney that not so long ago did begin,
shall at last find an end.
The withering twilight,
still casts onto our flight.
Fluttering heart.... by Thunaer-Lemniscate, literature
Literature
Fluttering heart....
My heart is fluttering,
While friends are muttering.
My mind has gone for a long walk,
On the night that we got to talk,
A friend who is so much more,
A person that I will always adore,
Peace fills my life,
And all is right.
Emotion and Devotion... by Thunaer-Lemniscate, literature
Literature
Emotion and Devotion...
My heart split in two,
Not knowing what to do,
Hating the indecision,
Creating more division,
Friends at my throat,
Others that still gloat,
What the hell was I thinking?
On the night we went drinking,
A friend that I nearly forgot,
My heart to die and rot,
Not deserving emotion,
Nor friendly Devotion.
I'm no longer sinking,
Just sitting here thinking,
Of the present and the past,
What has come and will last,
All that never was,
And the reasons because,
What it all truly means,
And how it still seems,
School and its tedium,
Work how its medium,
School is where I belong,
But work makes me strong.
Two people whom I admire,
Two people whom I desire,
Two people whom have set my heart on fire,
Two people whom leave me feeling oh so tired,
Two people whom I feel for,
Two people whom now know more.
The world is here spinning,
And for once I'm winning,
Friends who fill me with love,
Others who give me that shove,
I am starting on my way,
And there is nothing to say!
Pain and suffering is my lot,
Fire and Brimstone oh so hot,
Love the only emotion I wish to borrow,
Forever I stand alone filled only with Sorrow,
Hate is what others should feel for me,
If only my imperfections they could fully see,
It is my end coming so soon,
How will others deal with my doom?
Bright, Dark Days. by Thunaer-Lemniscate, literature
Literature
Bright, Dark Days.
What could I say
on my last day?
Doing the long walk.
Quiet murmurs, the talk.
Hate that fills me.
Why can't you see?
Friends never made it.
Arms that were slit.
Deaths that weren't mourned,
Black bands are adorned.
What's with your joy?
You ignored the boy!
Flowers on the stone,
Rotting flesh and bone.
This is for him,
My friend and kin...
Twist of Fate or Destiny? by Thunaer-Lemniscate, literature
Literature
Twist of Fate or Destiny?
It was your love I felt I wanted,
It was under your personality I felt daunted,
Striving for your affection,
Feeling all but dejection,
We finally started to talk,
On that long summer walk,
Feeling we had thought we shared,
But our hearts still left bear,
Two hearts that grew fond,
Friendship that was our bond,
In the end its another I feel for,
Yet you let me reach the air and soar,
My emotions they did hurt you,
But you helped me make due,
Its a new and true love I have found,
However its always your help that kept me ground,
Always affection versus love,
A war from above.
Current Residence: Alaska Favourite genre of music: Classical Opera Favourite style of art: Poetry, Metal work Operating System: Linux, Windows Seven Personal Quote: Odin grant me your guidance, Eir grant me your emotional help, and Thor grant me your strength.
It has been a long time since I have done anything on this account or even Deviant Art as a whole, even though I am always logged in and it is my home page.
Well lets see how about an update... I went to the local anime convention this past weekend and had a blast with friends until the latter part of the second day. Have you ever had friends that had a friend that hated your guts to such an extent that they wouldn't even make eye contact with you or do anything to acknowledge your existence? If so you might have an idea how out of place I suddenly felt, although I figured it was best that I just walk away at that point. I do more so with t
An update? Nah. So anyways all my brothers are here in Alaska right now and we even have one of my cousins here with us, he gets my bed and I get the couch, so things are fun.
I was hanging out with a few friends tonight and we stopped by a Tasty Freeze right before it closed, they only had vanilla so we left for DQ. As we were walking out a girl no more then fifteen years old, with a female friend of hers, followed us out and shouted to me, "Are you at least Irish since you are wearing a kilt?" Now, as you can guess I was in fact wearing a kilt, I had to turn around and look rather dumb founded for a second before I shouted back, "Scottish"
Well I have gotten back into an older hobby of mine, chain mail, but this time I am not just making necklaces and bags of one color I am doing full inlays for the front and back of chain mail vests. Right now I am half done with two Full Metal Alchemist inlays, I ran out of the rings I needed so I am changing what I am doing and starting a two Zelda inlays for another vest. At this moment I am at another persons house, house sitting, so I don't have a camera with me but later today I will post what I have finished of one of the two parts of the Full Metal Alchemist inlays. I am hoping to have the Full Metal Alchemist and Zelda vests done for